Sunday, February 5, 2017

Walking in forgiveness, letting go....

Spiritual warfare is real. When faced with this, it can be scary if you're not prepared. It will grab you by the throat and try to take your life. So, when we step into the awareness, we must not be alone.

The shaking, the wailing, the dark thoughts, chest tightening, watching your hands tremble, screaming, reaching for something, anything to stop this pain that puts you in the fetal position. The course salt isn't washing it away, so you gulp it down.....throat instantly closes! The nostrils can't draw air in to breathe. You strain to only realize death awaits. It feels as if someone has you in a choke hold around your neck. Water, water, WATER puddles in your mouth. Your thrusted onto your hands and knees throwing up, coughing to the point where you taste blood. Everything stops, silence fills the room, you're free, the tears are gone. All you can do is curl up into a ball as the shower drenches your naked body. This trauma, this hell, it must be faced in order to get to the other side.

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