Crazy!

SO, I won this contest that gives you free rent and utilities for three months in the downtown area in my community. It's CRAZY! They expect me to get this place ready in less than a week! 5000 sq foot, ummmmm HELLO! I'll keep you posted of how I supposedly am turning this water into wine. Just to clarify, I have been blessed by the presence of some amazing people.....hence the pics!

guess what?

what can i say?!?!?!?!??! come Monday it will be alright......

here i am once again

here i am, once again. raw, rare, scared. i was teaching yoga today and realized how replaceable i am. i felt completely worthless for a few minutes, you see i work for this company that can just hire and train someone else to take my place, do my job. quite possibly, after about six months no one might even remember my name. so, for about 5 minutes i felt useless, substitutable, inadequate, and broken. then i heard something, or maybe the light bulb just lit right above my head. "Kara, YOU are NOT replaceable!"
in this world, yes- i am considered expendable. yet, when it comes to God's point of view of whom i am.....i am of extreme value. where is your worth? because right now, here i am once again. pouring my heart out to my Father and allowing Him show me His ways, not this world's.

I am His

Yes, I am His. I am a single mom of four fun kids and I am His. I sat down at my dinner table earlier this evening and cried, I am His. I am nothing without Him. That's why it comforts me to say, "I am His." This past week I have transitioned into a new chamber of my life. It feels familiar. I know its new, yet it just gives me a sensation of peace. Like its okay to be here and it feels right. The struggles I have had over the past few years has moved me into this new place. Learning to be still, not freak out. Grasping onto patience and not getting caught up in the heat of the moments where it would be easy to stay stagnant. All that matters is "I am His."