I kissed dating goodbye, seriously?

Back in the day, like 15 or more years ago, I had to read this silly book called "I kissed dating goodbye" (it's probably still lingering somewhere around my house if you want to borrow it) as part of my curriculum for my YWAM school days. It was a repetitive read, I don't like books that make the same point over and over again or try to dress up its many stories that are just saying the same thing as the last chapter, ie. The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People- hahaha. Anyway, the title says it all. Kiss dating goodbye? I tried that once, twice, maybe more than 3 times & I failed miserably each heart wrenching time. "Kara, I'm not ready for a relationship" or "I want to find someone like you"......really? You know I had some fun with that one! I pretty much think I'm hanging up the towel when it comes to the dating scene. I've discovered I want what I can't have, please tell me you can relate to this, I might explain in more detail later(in my book). The great thing I have learned from dating is the notes I've taken from lessons learned. Lesson 1: He should be pursuing you, if he isn't, drop him like a bag of dog poopoo in da trash. Lesson 2: He never looks at his phone when he's with you(he leaves it at home), if he's constantly texting someone else when he's with you then he has plans that don't include you. Lesson 3: He can't stop smiling when your around & he compliments you when you feel or look your worst(junk clothes are on)! He values you for you & nothing more, nothing less. I'll take her just as she is, no need for an upgrade even after the wear & tear that will occur down the road. I should have known better when I fell for the boys I've fallin for in my life. Yet, I wouldn't exchange those experiences for all the gold in the world. It's made me a better, wiser, and more compassionate woman. The only man in my life right now that is pursuing me and taking care of my children is God, he values me, he sees my beauty & won't throw it away. I'm worth so much more than a one night stand or a spring fling. Thank you Jesus for dying to save my soul, giving me life, one that is full of memories that may teach my children of your sweet love and grace. I'm forever grateful for you holding on to me and never giving up! The love our creater pours out upon us is rich and never ending. He keeps beside me, even when I wander off- getting side tracked. He opens my doors and takes my breath away every morning with the sun rise. I love him because he first loved me. Draw me closer Lord, I long for more of you.