Yesterday I saw a surfboard that said “May the sea set you free.” In that moment I felt it register throughout every fiber of my being. Years of abusive relationships, it’s as if I finally woke up. Two years ago I let someone in. For 40 years I had walls and allowed my insecurities to flow freely. This one was gentle, kind, encouraging, believing in my talents and pursued me for a year. He persisted, I didn’t understand why at the time. Today, I’m beyond grateful because I was able to discover my worth during that time. Unconditional love and acceptance set me free. Love like an ocean gave me freedom. The uncontrollable waves crashed my thoughts of never succeeding and tolerating abuse. Water that attracts those ready to fully live surrounded me. Those who want to explore a world unknown and willing to learn how to soar with the birds. Yes, I gave in. I stripped my clothes of imprisonment and embraced something new. It was different from anything I’ve ever known. Trust? Peace? No, freedom. Freedom to be the little girl I was born to be. I’m here, I’m accepting the unpredictable wonders that may come my way with an open heart. No more judgment, just instinct. I’m not required to do anything or be a certain way, I’m free to imagine. I’m worthy to be loved, to love, I’m worthy to be here because I’m here. Someone opened the door to my soul and I saw the glory of which I was made of. It is absolutely amazing. The coolest part is, sit down....you really need to hear this, WE ARE THE SAME. That bright light that blinds you in the mornings is only your reflection. Chew on that and see how incredible it taste.
