I am trying.....

I am trying, trying to cope, trying to live, trying. We have this amazing ability as the human race to process. Process what we are going through, what we've been through and dream of what we want to do. We also have this incredible way of neglecting ourselves, our family, our friends and our emotions. How we process is vital, and what we neglect is even more important. Everyone has their own path, is at a different crossroad and proceeds to challenging levels. What I fear is that most of us do not comprehend where we are, or shall I say: "We do NOT want to acknowledge the painful stages." When we are not aware of the processing we need to go through, then most likely we will have to walk through the same scenario ALL over AGAIN! Kind of like karma. When we neglect to investigate how we act, serve or handle life......then we become unconscious. I truly believe that everyone has been conscious at least one time (one moment) in their lives. Conscious by means of being: awake, alive, aware, in the moment, observant, not stuck in your own thoughts and self absorbed. Can we really ponder what it is to be real, to see who we really are and what our purpose is on this earth? I am trying, trying to truly see what is before me, trying to be at peace with myself, with others and with this life.