Today

Today, I actually got a massage. Then, I gave two massages. Finally, I decided to face something really scary.....ME. I talked to someone, and as I was confronting my fears of losing my daddy...I realized the difference of physical, emotional and logical thinking. Emotion is not something you can slowly change by adding a fruit or vegetable in to your diet. It is the hardest choice you have to make by separating yourself in your mind LOGICALLY. We, as the human race make decisions all day long. Do we realize how the decisions we make are based from what we have been through, what we grew up in and what is embedded in us? What comes natural to us? What happens when we are pushed from every angle and need?